Nothing Of Note Really.

  Outside of the insanely awesome episode that I watched TWICE, you know what show I'm talking about, not a lot is going on. 

  This is mostly due to the fact that I was sick for a week and now I am sick again. This time is so bad I've had to take antibiotics, the kind that I am clearly not allergic to, due to the fact that I am not covered in hives.

  I have been watching a lot of Sci Show recently. My thirst for knowledge is making its weary way back to the front of my brain and making half hearted calls for attention. So I have been reading my biology E-book and watching Sci Show because it is more entertaining than Khan academy and yes I am that much of an ADHD riddled American, sue me.
  
  I made myself spend money on a nice Wok that came with lid and accessories. It came in the mail the other day and it reminded me of an episode of Legit where the guy ordered jeans online and came to the door for the delivery guy in his boxers, opened the box and put the jeans on before signing for them. Did I laugh at this? Yes. Did I say to myself: I would never go that far? Heck no. 

  I fully admit that America and the internet, more specifically online shopping, have developed a romance that makes Romeo and Juliet look like two dead fish that happen to be making eye contact. And as I continue to live on my own, my American tendencies are only going to get worse I can promise you.

  My bed is too soft. It's killing my back. Ah the hardships we have to endure. Woe is me.

Wait And See.

  I've never been on my own like this before. Not just time on my own, but where I have cut ties with, quite literally, my world as I have known it my whole life. 

  I feel a calm settling over me that is strange and new. 

  It isn't the numbness that always follows the pain, I guess it to be a clearing of the way so I am able to see who I am on the inside. With the cluttering of the ones who needed something to everything from me are suddenly cut off, it has left me with a quiet that I have never experienced before.
  
  For once, I am left to my own devices and there is no one to see but the eyes of the One who knows and understands everything. 

  What shall I do with this time? This freedom? Should I feel joy over this rather than shame and rejection? I feel joy and quiet. I don't waste time on grief and sadness. Though they crop up as they always shall, I will not let it ruin this time I have to myself and Jehovah.

  This is an opportunity I plan on taking full advantage of.

New Girl Is Back!!

  I'm sorry, it's just been a while. I thought the season had wrapped up so I wasn't checking on it for several weeks and now there is an episode buildup. :) Every episode makes me laugh my ass off, I love it!
    
  In other news; I found two things that I want: A Craftsman rolling tool box and a Kitchenaide mixer. 

  Are these things related? Absolutely not. I am getting the Craftsman for $100, which is unheard of! I have been looking for one of these for a good price for a couple years now and my patience has paid off as usual.

 The Kitchenaide is for a good price as well, it's a professional series so I can buy a bunch of fancy attachments later if I want and the price is $40 more than a new basic one at Walmart. 

  Don't know how I would top that. I'm sure I could, but I'm sure I would be 50 when that comes around.

  I digress: I am amazing. That is all.

Hello There

  

   Here I will write to you, whoever you are, whoever is reading. I'm sure you will find my grammar and punctuation just as atrocious as ever. ;)

  

  Right now I am living in a studio apartment in Tucson AZ, no roommates or pets, just me and a pile of books and a laptop.

   

  I don't have a car but I take the bus to work. I spend most of my off time reading, writing and watching TV. Not exciting but I am okay with slow right now, get the rest in while I can.

  

  I'll be going to Oregon on Thursday the 4th of April to get my stuff wrapped up there; sell or figure out what to do with my cars, get rid of anything I don't really need and pack up the stuff I do. I'll be sitting down and talking with family about what has been going on in my life recently as well. Yay.

  

  I can't write about any of the crazy stuff that has been going on because it involves other people's private business but I can talk about the everyday events that are going on.

    Later I will be able to talk about more, maybe.

  

  That's all for now. I love you and am going to miss you more than I can say. But then, you know that.